I don't have anything lined up for this week, I'm afraid, guys. I've been busy getting a novel manuscript ready to go out the door, writing up a synopsis of one in my agent's hands -- and I've been dealing with a stalker.
Yeah, you heard me. A stalker.
He's local, here in Huntsville, and he doesn't seem to get the word "no." He tagged my Facebook page, asking for money (I don't have a job, I need money to go to the con, send money to me through Paypal, get your friends to do it too -- just about in those words), until I blocked him. Then he sent me an email asking for money. I replied with a bit of a rant, explaining that what he was doing was rude and I wasn't going to reward it. (If someone is truly hurting and approaches me in the right way, and if I can afford to do so, I can and have help(ed). This was NOT the right way, this was brazen and bold and self-indulgent.) I told him I'd already blocked him on Facebook and now I was blocking his email. I sent the email and then blocked him.
THEN he posted -- to my Facebook fan page. A very awkward "apology" that really wasn't one. You know the type I mean. And he did it in such a way that Facebook won't let me block him from the page or report him.
Then, THEN, he applied to join my private Facebook fan group, Lady Osborn's Pub. I saw it and killed the request...the first time.
Yeah, "first" implies "second." He did it again, and this time it was my admin who saw it and either didn't know, or didn't recognize the name. And he got in, for a couple of days, until I saw it yesterday and threw him out and put a permanent ban on him.
And I won't bother you with the way he shows up at events and conventions and invades one's personal space and... I think I'll go to a room party. Oh darn, there's X. I better move on to the next party. Oh look who just came in behind me. Moving to the next one...so did he...the next one...maybe I'll just go back to my room...
I hear he does this to lots of authors, some a lot better known than I am. But it isn't a compliment no matter how you look at it. And it isn't fun for the people being stalked. Guys like this? They don't get the concept of boundaries, of limits. Those things can't possibly apply to them, can it?
D@#^ straight, skippy, it can and does. Tomorrow I plan on calling the Huntsville PD and discussing it with them to find out what can be done. Cease and desist, restraining order, something of the like.
Meantime I'll just keep writing. It's what I do.
-Stephanie Osborn
http://www.stephanie-osborn.com
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Wednesday, July 31, 2013
Face to Face with My Villain, A Guest Post by Dora Machado
Today is the final guest post by Dora Machado! I hope you have all enjoyed it as much as I have, and I hope you support her as much as I do!
This is going to be fun -- she's interviewing a fictional character!
-Stephanie Osborn
http://www.stephanie-osborn.com
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That's it for July 2013! What's coming up for August??? C'mon back and find out!
-Stephanie Osborn
http://www.stephanie-osborn.com
This is going to be fun -- she's interviewing a fictional character!
-Stephanie Osborn
http://www.stephanie-osborn.com
~~~
Hi, my name is Dora Machado and I'm
doing something a little bit unusual but very fun today. I'm interviewing one
of the characters of my new fantasy novel, The
Curse Giver.
But first, let me tell you a little
about the story. The Curse Giver is
about Lusielle, an innocent healer who is betrayed and condemned to die for a
crime she didn't commit. She's on the pyre and about to die, when Bren, the embittered
Lord of Laonia, rescues her. He's not her savior. On the contrary, he is doomed by a mysterious curse
and Lusielle's murder is his only salvation. Stalked by intrigue and confounded
by forbidden passion, predator and prey must band together to defeat not only
the vile curse obliterating their lives, but also the curse giver who has
already conjured their ends.
For my interview today I've invited
the villain of the story, the curse giver herself, to answer my questions. Please
forgive me if I seem a little on edge. The curse giver is very devious and mysterious
and I'm not necessarily comfortable having her around. So don't expect any
kindnesses from her and beware: You don't want to attract the curse giver's
attention.
Let's begin:
DM: Welcome curse giver. Perhaps we can
start with the basics. What should I call you?
CG: Curse giver is fine.
DM: Don't you have a name?
CG: Why would you want to know my name?
DM: Well, for easy reference, I
suppose.
CG: Have you been cursed lately?
DM: Me? No. Don't look at me like that.
Why do you ask?
CG: People who want to know my name
usually have an agenda.
DM: What do you mean?
CG: Do you think I'm a fool? There are
people who say that one way of defusing a curse is to learn the name of the
curse giver.
DM: Is that true?
CG: Like I would tell you.
DM: Well, if it isn't true, then you
shouldn't have any trouble telling us your name, should you?
CG: You think you know everything,
don't you? Well, you don't. My given name is Jalenia.
DM: Jalenia, how old are you and where
do you live?
CG: I'm ageless, but you know that. As
to my lair, I'm not sharing any of that with you. Suffice to say that I travel
the land of the Thousand Gods, east and west of the great river Nerpes.
DM: Okay, well, do you want to tell us a
little about your occupation?
CG: I make my living casting curses in
the human realm. That's all you need to know.
DM: Curse giver—I mean, Jalenia—I'm
curious. Why did you agree to do this interview?
CG: As you know, I don't do interviews
often. More like never. But I was curious about you. After all, you wrote me. You must have some redeeming qualities. Also, I'm looking for
work. Who knows? Maybe you or one of your readers needs my services?
DM: Let's not cast any curses today.
Remember? You promised.
CG: I'm just saying, if somebody needs a
casting . . . .
DM: How about we talk about the book?
Do you feel like I did a fair job portraying your character?
CG: Me? Fairly portrayed? I don't think
so. Creatures like me are never fairly portrayed. We are secretive, devious and
mysterious by nature. We don't like the spotlight. We believe in wickedness
over goodness. We enjoy doing evil. We have to cast curses to exist, and yet
people fear us because we do our job so well. Face it, villains never get fair
press.
DM: So you felt like I was unfair in
the way I portrayed you?
CG: I fault you for leaving a couple of
situations up to the reader's interpretation, but overall, I think you did
okay. I mean, I like being evil, and you got that part down. Oh, yes, you wrote
me devious and powerful, just the way I am. You didn't make excuses for me. You
didn't make me good, friendly or caring. So what if the readers loathe me?
DM: In the story, why did you curse the
Lord of Laonia with such a virulent curse?
CG: Wouldn't you like to know? I'll
tell you this: The Lord of Laonia's father did me wrong. He deserved to be
cursed. He and his entire line deserved to suffer, all the way to the last of
his sons, Bren, whose tragic story you tell in The Curse Giver. He was a fighter, that one. He wasn't willing to
lay down his sword and wait for my curse to kill him like other reasonable men
might have done. His sense of duty was as impressive as his endurance.
DM: It almost sounds like you admire
the Lord of Laonia.
CG: Admire him? I don't know about
that. I really enjoyed stringing him along. He waged a good fight. You must
understand. I relish what I do and I enjoy a worthy opponent every so often.
Heroes like Bren are hard to come by in my business. Fear usually neutralizes
the cursed. Not Bren. He refused to be neutralized. He made it interesting for
me.
DM: Did you ever feel any compassion
for him?
CG: Compassion? That's a joke, right? I
don't feel compassion and I relish suffering. Death is nourishment, craft is breath, work is life, grief is gold.
You wrote those words into my dialogue. You ought to know better.
DM: Did you have any positive emotions
towards the Lord of Laonia? Did you at any time regret his suffering?
CG: I treasured the man's hatred for
me. Loathing, hatred and revulsion are thrilling, satisfying emotions worth
living with and for. I cherished the Lord of Laonia as my enemy because he
refused to forget and forgive. He knew that I was dangerous and would always
remain so. He was a creature after my own heart and I will forever relish the
scent of his scarred soul.
DM: Did you at least feel bad for all
the suffering you caused Lusielle?
CG: The remedy mixer had it coming. She
thought maybe she was going to be able to defeat me with her potions, to heal
the curse from the very man that was trying to kill her in order to save his
people from destruction. Little did Lusielle know about how foul and terrible
her death would be at the hands of the man she tried to heal. Little did she
know about the terrible secret that the Lord of Laonia kept from her until the
very end.
DM: What are your virtues?
CG: Virtues? I want nothing to do with
virtues. I've got none.
DM: Okay, let me rephrase the question.
What are your strengths?
CG: I'm powerful, more powerful than
any other curse giver that has ever existed. I've got potent blood lines,
excellent training, and I've lived a long time, which means I have the skills and
expertise to cast a virulent curse. I can command the elements, travel swiftly
through astonishing means, and kill the strongest man with but a twist of my
wrist. I'm persistent, oh yes, tenacious like the Goddess herself. And I'm a
planner. My curses are impregnable, carefully crafted to address contingencies,
anticipate disruptions, and ensure my victims' demise. Finally, I'm merciless,
selfish and wicked beyond redemption. These are the traits that make me the
most powerful curse giver in the realms.
DM: What are your weaknesses?
CG: I don't have weaknesses. I'm the
perfect curse giver. Shudder when you
hear my name.
DM: Did you fall in love in the book?
CG: Love? Yuck. There's enough of that
from Bren and Lusielle in the story. Those two fought off the forbidden attraction
growing between them almost as hard as they fought their enemies and me. I
never understood. What did Lusielle see in the bitter, wretched lord fated to
die by my hand? Why would she want to heal the very man who was destined to
kill her? I mean, what kind of madness fuels that type of compassion? I never
did figure all of that out.
DM: So I guess you don't believe in
love?
CG: If you ask me, love is a pretty
disgusting ailment. It makes the heart weak and the mind feeble. Lust, on the
other hand, is a bit more interesting, something that perhaps I might consider
to ease my boredom from time to time.
DM: Are you interested in anyone in particular?
CG: Interested? No. There's this
creature that I had to work closely with there at the end the story, a traveler
of the dark realms like myself, a soul chaser who claims the souls of the
cursed when I'm done with them. To satisfy a fit of lust, he wouldn't be bad.
But love? Please.
DM: Was there a point in the book when
you were afraid that your curse was going to be defeated?
CG: Afraid? Me? Ha. I'll admit that
Lusielle gave me a few surprises along the way. She ended up being stronger,
more skilled and resilient than I had anticipated. Perhaps I should have taken
care of her early on. Lusielle's wits turned out to be more impressive than
most.
Until he found Lusielle, the Lord of
Laonia was all brawn, wrath and desperation, easy to tease, mock and mislead.
But together, they tried to defeat my curse. Fools. She gave him hope. Hope is
another disgusting emotion, a dangerous delusion. Have I told you how much I
relish tearing people's hopes to shreds? It's extraordinarily fun. You ought to
try it sometime.
DM: Um, no thanks. I think I'll pass.
Moving on. Spoilers aside, did you like the way the story ended?
CG: Some might think the ending
curious, but I think that it reflected the true measure of my power and
strength. Doomed and damned are the souls
of the cursed. Useless are their struggles. I'm the curse giver and you,
you will always be my prey.
DM: Do you have any words of wisdom for
me, if I decided to write another book with you in it?
CG: Embrace the wickedness within and
you will find me; relish it and you will understand me.
DM: Thank you for this interview, curse
giver Jalenia. Will we ever see you
again?
CG: Perhaps if The Soul Chaser has a story to tell, you will include me in it, for
cursed souls rarely live for long and the soul chaser must come.
Dora Machado is the award-winning author of the epic
fantasy Stonewiser series and her newest novel, The Curse Giver, available from Twilight Times Books, July 2013.
She grew up in the Dominican Republic, where she developed a fascination for
writing and a taste for Merengue. After a lifetime of straddling such
compelling but different worlds, fantasy is a natural fit to her stories. She
lives in Florida with her husband and three very opinionated cats. To learn more about Dora Machado and her novels,
visit her website at www.doramachado.com or contact her at Dora@doramachado.com. For a free excerpt of The
Curse Giver, visit http://twilighttimesbooks.com/TheCurseGiver_ch1.html.
Subscribe to her blog at http://www.doramachado.com/blog/, sign up
for her at newsletter at http://doramachado.com/newsletter.php,
Facebook
and Twitter.That's it for July 2013! What's coming up for August??? C'mon back and find out!
-Stephanie Osborn
http://www.stephanie-osborn.com
Wednesday, July 24, 2013
Fantasy's "Real" Heroines, Guest Blog by Dora Machado
Dora's new book, The Curse Giver, is out this month, so I'm featuring some guest posts by her in Comet Tales!
-Stephanie Osborn
http://www.stephanie-osborn.com
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Next week, Dora will be talking about her villain! Come back and let's support this great author!
-Stephanie Osborn
http://www.stephanie-osborn.com
-Stephanie Osborn
http://www.stephanie-osborn.com
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Have you ever wondered what makes fantasy heroines real?
I do.
All the time. Perhaps it's because I write fantasy. But I also read a lot of
fantasy and I really appreciate a heroine who is powerful not because she's
magical but rather because she's real.
Lusielle,
the heroine in my latest novel, The Curse
Giver (Twilight Times Books, July
2013), turned out to be a remarkably "real" fantasy heroine. In
hindsight, I really liked her and I wanted to learn more from the very
character I created. I wondered what made her so compelling.
But
first, let me tell you a little bit about Lusielle. In the novel, she's a
powerful healer, on the run, accused of a crime she didn't commit. She's about
to be burned for her crimes when the Lord of Laonia saves her from the pyre. He's
not her savior. On the contrary, he's deadly to her. A mysterious curse giver
has cast a virulent curse that can't be defused or defeated. The curse requires
the Lord of Laonia to murder Lusielle in order to save his people from
destruction. So this is how the story begins, with Lusielle wondering if she
should help the bitter lord pledged to kill her and the Lord of Laonia set to
kill the only woman who can heal more than his body—his soul.
One of
the reasons Lusielle comes across so real in the story is that her passion for
her occupation is very tangible. Practicing her craft lends her authority and,
perhaps more importantly, many opportunities to grow and learn throughout the
story. She takes her trade very seriously
and so did I. All of the healing practices and ingredients that Lusielle uses
in The Curse Giver are based on
authentic medieval practices. Most of her potions' components come from
historical sources. I think that the concrete elements of her practice make her
more real to the reader, more credible and therefore more compelling.
Another important aspect to Lusielle's
realism is that she's not perfect and she knows it. She works hard but things
don't always go her way. She's made mistakes—a marriage without love that led
to years of abuse and slavery, years that, by her own admission, she won't get
back. And yet she's also resilient, capable of looking forward, able to dream a
different life and willing to pursue it even when it entails breaking the rules
and loving someone who is ultimately pledged to kill her.
Along those lines, relationships
bring a solid sense of reality to Lusielle's story. Friendship is very
important to her, and her often confusing feelings for the Lord of Laonia
reflect the full gamut of the human emotions that are so familiar to all of us.
But I think that the elements that
make Lusielle most real are her willingness to challenge her fears, her ability
to learn from her experiences, and the confidence that she develops as she
learns. Courage and learning go hand in hand. Sure, there's some powerful magic
in the story, but ultimately it's Lusielle's knowledge, reason and awareness
that make all the difference. See, I think heroines who learn, change and adapt throughout a story are
not just cool, they're also real, because change is required of all of us in
order to better our lives and we thrive only when we learn from our mistakes.
Dora Machado is the award-winning author of the epic
fantasy Stonewiser series and her newest novel, The Curse Giver, available from Twilight Times Books, July 2013.
She grew up in the Dominican Republic, where she developed a fascination for
writing and a taste for Merengue. After a lifetime of straddling such
compelling but different worlds, fantasy is a natural fit to her stories. She
lives in Florida with her husband and three very opinionated cats. To learn more about Dora Machado and her novels,
visit her website at www.doramachado.com or contact her at Dora@doramachado.com. For a free excerpt of The
Curse Giver, visit http://twilighttimesbooks.com/TheCurseGiver_ch1.html.
Subscribe to her blog at http://www.doramachado.com/blog/, sign up
for her at newsletter at http://doramachado.com/newsletter.php,
Facebook
and Twitter.~~~
Next week, Dora will be talking about her villain! Come back and let's support this great author!
-Stephanie Osborn
http://www.stephanie-osborn.com
Wednesday, July 17, 2013
How Fantasy Meets Reality and Reality Enhances Fantasy, guest post by Dora Machado
Dora Machado is one of my fellow authors at Twilight Times Books, and is a very gifted one. Her new novel, The Curse Giver, is being released this week and I wanted to give her a chance to tell my readers about it.
Enjoy!
-Stephanie Osborn
http://www.stephanie-osborn.com
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I'm going to let her talk about her new book the rest of the month of July, so please go have a look and support my fellow author!
-Stephanie Osborn
http://www.stephanie-osborn.com
Enjoy!
-Stephanie Osborn
http://www.stephanie-osborn.com
~~~
Fantasy is a subversive genre, requiring
the mind to bend and the imagination to flex. I love the genre's creative
freedom, the opportunity to rethink, redesign and reinterpret the human
experience in fresh and diverse settings, and the mysteries that magic brings
to the human equation. But above all, I love realism in fantasy—the idea that
even the most powerful magic is grounded to our sense of self, fueled by the
choices we make, and rooted in the people we are. To me, a dose of gritty
realism authenticates a story, validates my characters, and makes my worlds
"real."
This
is exactly what I've tried to do in my books, and my latest novel, The Curse Giver from Twilight Times
Books, is no exception. The Curse Giver
is about an innocent healer named Lusielle, who is betrayed and condemned to
die for a crime she didn't commit. When she's about to be executed, Lusielle is
rescued from the pyre by an embittered lord, doomed by a mysterious curse. You
might think that Bren, Lord of Laonia, is Lusielle's savior, but he isn't. On
the contrary, Bren is pledged to kill Lusielle himself, because her murder is
his people's only chance at salvation. Stalked by intrigue and confounded by
forbidden passion, predator and prey must band together to defeat not only the
vile curse obliterating their lives, but also the curse giver who has already
conjured their ends.
I
know what you're thinking: How can a classic fantasy like The Curse Giver bring a sense of realism to the reader?
I
can think of many ways, but I'll limit my discussion here to three very
specific ways in which reality enhances a fantasy story.
First,
the quickest and most effective way of establishing a link between fantasy and
reality is by connecting the story's main themes to humanity's enduring themes.
The Curse Giver, for example, is inspired by our ancient, deeply
rooted belief in the power of curses. You can find curses in every culture on
earth. It's one of those concepts that transcends background and ethnicity and
binds us to our common original ancestors. It's primordial to the human
experience.
The
curse that inspired me to write The Curse
Giver was a tangible object, ancient words inscribed on clay tablets dating
back to 600 BC, a desperate attempt at protection, a warning and a promise of
punishment. Curses are familiar to all of us and whether we believe in them or
not, they are an intriguing part of our history, an irresistible taunt, a
"real" mystery that none of us can resist. I think that realism filters up through
the story from the inspiration source. We
can anchor our fantasy worlds to reality by connecting them to our history and
beliefs.
In
more concrete ways, reality betters fantasy when it comes through pure and
simple in the details. Settings provide great opportunities for realism. For
example, The Curse Giver's river-centered world is inspired by the great American
waterways: the Colorado River, which I have rafted often; the Mississippi River,
which I've had the opportunity to explore; and the Amazon River, which has
always intrigued me. Setting and landscapes offer some great opportunities for
realism in fantasy and so does geography, especially when the details are
vivid, concrete and deeply woven into the heart of the story.
But ultimately, real characters make
real worlds. Realism achieves its maximum expression through the human
experience as characters tackle the story. For example, in The Curse Giver, Bren, the Lord of Laonia, is a warrior. To be
real, the concrete details associated with his trade have to be right. Research
is fundamental. I relied on medieval primary sources to make Bren real. From
his weapons to his fighting moves, to how he thinks to how he acts—
everything about
him has to be consistent and make sense, even if he exists in a fantasy world.
The same is true about my heroine,
Lusielle. By trade, she is a remedy mixer, an ancient occupation to the human
experience. I spent a lot of time researching medieval medicine, herbalism and
the use of ingredients for healing in human history. Lusielle's potions and
ingredients—the concrete elements of her
practice—make her more real to the reader, more credible and therefore more
compelling as a character.
Realism
is important even when tackling the villainous and the mysterious. The curse
giver stalking Bren and Lusielle wields some potent magic. But is magic really
the defining element that makes the curse giver powerful? Evil as the curse giver
is, as the story develops, the reader has to ask the hard questions: What's
this creature's real nature? What is her motivation? What is the "real"
source of her power?
I
won't spoil the story's twists just to make a point, but trust me: Fantasy explores
some very "real" themes, such as the tenuous boundaries between love and hate, virtue and
vice, magic and belief, justice and revenge. These questions, which are at the heart of any good and complex plot,
also contribute to realism in fantasy.
But
beyond the details, what makes these characters real is their willingness to
make choices, fail, cope, learn, adapt and change; to establish emotional
connections and engage in each other's quests; to suffer loss, grief and love,
just like we do in the real world. Magic
is a powerful element in fantasy. No doubt about it. And yet ultimately, what
matters most is the strength within. Because in the end, realism in fantasy is
all about connecting with the powerful reality of our own humanity.
Dora Machado is the award-winning author of the epic
fantasy Stonewiser series and her newest novel, The Curse Giver, available from Twilight Times Books, July 2013.
She grew up in the Dominican Republic, where she developed a fascination for
writing and a taste for Merengue. After a lifetime of straddling such
compelling but different worlds, fantasy is a natural fit to her stories. She
lives in Florida with her husband and three very opinionated cats. To learn more about Dora Machado and her novels,
visit her website at www.doramachado.com or contact her at Dora@doramachado.com. For a free excerpt of The
Curse Giver, visit http://twilighttimesbooks.com/TheCurseGiver_ch1.html.
Subscribe to her blog at http://www.doramachado.com/blog/, sign up
for her at newsletter at http://doramachado.com/newsletter.php, Facebook
and Twitter.
~~~
I'm going to let her talk about her new book the rest of the month of July, so please go have a look and support my fellow author!
-Stephanie Osborn
http://www.stephanie-osborn.com
Wednesday, July 10, 2013
Guest Post For Writers: The Ultimate Reward
Since he has a book release coming up, I wanted to feature fellow Twilight Times author Aaron Paul Lazar in another guest post. (You can find his blog in a link on the side of this page.) This one is about and for writers. Enjoy!
-Stephanie Osborn
http://www.stephanie-osborn.com
~~~
For Writers: The Ultimate Reward
by Aaron Paul Lazar
What do you picture when you dream about your book’s success? Do you envision readers stopping you in the grocery store with stars in their eyes? Getting on Oprah? Seeing your book in the front window of your local book store?
Or maybe you dream of your book riding at the top of the NY Times bestseller’s list for months at a time? How about dining in New York City with Mr. Warren Adler, of War of the Roses fame? Talk about a
dream made in Heaven, this writer is one of the century’s best. Of course, this repast would be followed by a glowing, personal endorsement of your works by the master.
Am I close?
Are you being honest?
Over the years I’ve pictured several of these dazzling dreams happening to me. Including a multi-million dollar movie deal in which Yannick Bisson (Of Murdoch Mysteries fame) plays Gus LeGarde. And of course, the world would fall in love with the LeGarde family and beg for more each year.
I imagined quitting my engineering job, staying home to write, making enough money to pay down the debt and take care of long needed repairs, like the twenty-six windows that shake and rattle every time the wind blows.
I envisioned copies of my books in everyone’s home library. Worldwide, mind you. Not just in the States.
Lots of dreams. Big dreams. And all revolved around the traditional definition of success.
Recognition. Adulation. Confirmation that my work is valued. And enough money to take care of a small country.
A few weeks ago something happened that changed all that.
Judy, one of my lunchtime walking partners, had been canceling walks and working through lunch to make extra time to care for her elderly mother. We all admired her, watching as she shopped for her mom, took her to numerous doctors’ appointments, and tended to her increasing needs with fortitude and devotion. She was one of five siblings, but took the bulk of the responsibility on her shoulders.
The cancellations increased in frequency, and it seemed we’d never see our friend on the walking trails again. We worried when her mother was admitted to the hospital. Up and down, her progress seemed to change like the December wind that skittered across the parking lots at work.
Judy was absent a few days, then a few more. Something felt wrong.
Then came the dreaded email. The subject line always seems to say the same thing. “Sad News.”
Judy’s mom had passed away, released from her earthly bonds and finally free to float among the angels.
When Judy returned to work a week later, she shared stories about her mother’s final days. One of them surprised me greatly, and fundamentally changed my definition of success.
Judy read to her mother during her final stay in the hospital. For hours on end. She happened to have my second book, Upstaged, handy and began to read to her during her responsive times. Sometimes her mother would just lie there with her eyes closed, and Judy didn’t know if she was listening. Frequently, she’d ask, “Do you want me to continue reading, Mom?” Her mother would respond. A nod or a short word.
“Yes.”
A nurse perched behind Judy and became involved in the story, too. So Judy would continue reading aloud, giving comfort to her mother and providing a little armchair escapism to her nurse. Solace came from the tentative loving voice of her daughter, close and warm. And she was reading my words.
It floored me.
In a flash, I realized if one woman could be comforted on her deathbed by my books – I’d already reached the definitive pinnacle of success.
You’ll never know how your stories will affect the world. Not until it happens. So keep writing and imagine the best. Not the money, not the fame, not the ability to quit that day job. Imagine affecting one solitary soul in their final moments on this earth, and you’ll have pictured… the ultimate reward.
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I have a little idea of what Aaron is talking about here. When stories like this start drifting back to you, you know that you've made it as a writer, even if you're not on the New York Times best-seller lists, even if you never get rich.
And there's nothing quite like it.
-Stephanie Osborn
http://www.stephanie-osborn.com
-Stephanie Osborn
http://www.stephanie-osborn.com
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For Writers: The Ultimate Reward
by Aaron Paul Lazar
What do you picture when you dream about your book’s success? Do you envision readers stopping you in the grocery store with stars in their eyes? Getting on Oprah? Seeing your book in the front window of your local book store?
Or maybe you dream of your book riding at the top of the NY Times bestseller’s list for months at a time? How about dining in New York City with Mr. Warren Adler, of War of the Roses fame? Talk about a
dream made in Heaven, this writer is one of the century’s best. Of course, this repast would be followed by a glowing, personal endorsement of your works by the master.
Am I close?
Are you being honest?
Over the years I’ve pictured several of these dazzling dreams happening to me. Including a multi-million dollar movie deal in which Yannick Bisson (Of Murdoch Mysteries fame) plays Gus LeGarde. And of course, the world would fall in love with the LeGarde family and beg for more each year.
I imagined quitting my engineering job, staying home to write, making enough money to pay down the debt and take care of long needed repairs, like the twenty-six windows that shake and rattle every time the wind blows.
I envisioned copies of my books in everyone’s home library. Worldwide, mind you. Not just in the States.
Lots of dreams. Big dreams. And all revolved around the traditional definition of success.
Recognition. Adulation. Confirmation that my work is valued. And enough money to take care of a small country.
A few weeks ago something happened that changed all that.
Judy, one of my lunchtime walking partners, had been canceling walks and working through lunch to make extra time to care for her elderly mother. We all admired her, watching as she shopped for her mom, took her to numerous doctors’ appointments, and tended to her increasing needs with fortitude and devotion. She was one of five siblings, but took the bulk of the responsibility on her shoulders.
The cancellations increased in frequency, and it seemed we’d never see our friend on the walking trails again. We worried when her mother was admitted to the hospital. Up and down, her progress seemed to change like the December wind that skittered across the parking lots at work.
Judy was absent a few days, then a few more. Something felt wrong.
Then came the dreaded email. The subject line always seems to say the same thing. “Sad News.”
Judy’s mom had passed away, released from her earthly bonds and finally free to float among the angels.
When Judy returned to work a week later, she shared stories about her mother’s final days. One of them surprised me greatly, and fundamentally changed my definition of success.
Judy read to her mother during her final stay in the hospital. For hours on end. She happened to have my second book, Upstaged, handy and began to read to her during her responsive times. Sometimes her mother would just lie there with her eyes closed, and Judy didn’t know if she was listening. Frequently, she’d ask, “Do you want me to continue reading, Mom?” Her mother would respond. A nod or a short word.
“Yes.”
A nurse perched behind Judy and became involved in the story, too. So Judy would continue reading aloud, giving comfort to her mother and providing a little armchair escapism to her nurse. Solace came from the tentative loving voice of her daughter, close and warm. And she was reading my words.
It floored me.
In a flash, I realized if one woman could be comforted on her deathbed by my books – I’d already reached the definitive pinnacle of success.
You’ll never know how your stories will affect the world. Not until it happens. So keep writing and imagine the best. Not the money, not the fame, not the ability to quit that day job. Imagine affecting one solitary soul in their final moments on this earth, and you’ll have pictured… the ultimate reward.
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I have a little idea of what Aaron is talking about here. When stories like this start drifting back to you, you know that you've made it as a writer, even if you're not on the New York Times best-seller lists, even if you never get rich.
And there's nothing quite like it.
-Stephanie Osborn
http://www.stephanie-osborn.com
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